BEAUTY and the beast. CHUCKLES.
Ever just the sameEver a surprise
Ever as before
Ever just as sure
As the sun will rise
Tale as old as time
Tune as old as song
Bittersweet and strange
Finding you can change
Learning you were wrong
*so melt-worthy, brings me memries of listening to the same disney cassette like EVERYTIME in my dads car and before i go to sleep. its ugly betty's fav song. hahahaha. im in love with tht show.
quite a bad sem.
i have not lived up to wad i told myself to.
o wells.
hope i do well enough to not feel guilty about the HONGKONG TRIP.
which is gettin me v excited.
and control freaks like me cannot/should not know about such plans too early.
1) i have started planning wadta wear on a day to day basis taking into acct the supposed activities
2)calculated the total cost and wadnots
3)announced it to the world
4)even told my boyfriend to start tellin me what he wants to get from there
5)totally suffering from im-too-excited-to-sleep syndrome.
AND GUESS WHEN IM GOING.
JULY.
argh!
rahhhh
12:39 AM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
i wanna grow YOUNG with u.
i have been rather emo momo lately, due to the monthly hormonal unbalance.
and the fivelayeredahpek is bearing the brunt of it.
dysfunctional hormonal quirks and 3 essays with one GENES midterm is enough for me to drown him in grumbles about our lao fu lao qi r/s.
which is irritating cause i dun remember having anything like the so-called honeymoon period all couples go thru. i feel like i have lived with him for twenty years and we can plan to have our child next yr plus go to ikea on the weekends to get a new chair for the kitchen kinda feel. and then we will end up being lazy asses on saturday and end up eating the usual laksa/bak chor mee at kovan.
its kinda scary. being able to see how ur life will most likely be after 20 yrs.
and hey. im being nice not going all drama and saying 50 yrs.
see ah if i have no coupledom honeymoon now hor. o my tian. how willl my actual honeymoon be like man.
me: oi what u plan for the honeymoon
fivelayeredahpek: huh, like that lor. er, we go the NATAS fair see got wad (highly probable ok ahchek DUN DENY... I SEE U FROWNING NOW. )
me: huh. orh ok. (which means, i will be the one planning. packing, worrying)
i think the fivelayeredahpek will live uber long. cause im the paranoid-where-are-my-moments-it-better-be-special freak in the r/s.
the fivelayeredfatfat will probably be the one to hug me and say. 'wah wad a moment. eh later want eat wad?' (as usual, unless im lucky enough to ask it first, then i wont havta rack my brains)
in which me, after melting at the moment (which is weird cause i planned it myself, plus envisioned it alr)
and being totally dumbstruck and submissive infront of him will say.
'KOVAN LAKSA'
why on earth am i so tongue-tied infront of fivelayeredahpek.
THIS I WONDER TOO.
*chek ah, this is supposed to be funny hor, not ur turn to emo to me ah*
*got double-standards one, and u shld know*
*and i still like kovan laksa bu yao dou ya, dun want tht green laksa leaf, dun want chili, JIA HUM*
*and erm, watching u eat bak chor mee and looking like u just came out of the shower with hair wet with sweat* evil grins
HAHAHAHAHA.
on a sidenote, i realise im quite a control freak.
and i shld b glad. my relationship is such a funny thing.
and the fivelayeredahpek is bearing the brunt of it.
dysfunctional hormonal quirks and 3 essays with one GENES midterm is enough for me to drown him in grumbles about our lao fu lao qi r/s.
which is irritating cause i dun remember having anything like the so-called honeymoon period all couples go thru. i feel like i have lived with him for twenty years and we can plan to have our child next yr plus go to ikea on the weekends to get a new chair for the kitchen kinda feel. and then we will end up being lazy asses on saturday and end up eating the usual laksa/bak chor mee at kovan.
its kinda scary. being able to see how ur life will most likely be after 20 yrs.
and hey. im being nice not going all drama and saying 50 yrs.
see ah if i have no coupledom honeymoon now hor. o my tian. how willl my actual honeymoon be like man.
me: oi what u plan for the honeymoon
fivelayeredahpek: huh, like that lor. er, we go the NATAS fair see got wad (highly probable ok ahchek DUN DENY... I SEE U FROWNING NOW. )
me: huh. orh ok. (which means, i will be the one planning. packing, worrying)
i think the fivelayeredahpek will live uber long. cause im the paranoid-where-are-my-moments-it-better-be-special freak in the r/s.
the fivelayeredfatfat will probably be the one to hug me and say. 'wah wad a moment. eh later want eat wad?' (as usual, unless im lucky enough to ask it first, then i wont havta rack my brains)
in which me, after melting at the moment (which is weird cause i planned it myself, plus envisioned it alr)
and being totally dumbstruck and submissive infront of him will say.
'KOVAN LAKSA'
why on earth am i so tongue-tied infront of fivelayeredahpek.
THIS I WONDER TOO.
*chek ah, this is supposed to be funny hor, not ur turn to emo to me ah*
*got double-standards one, and u shld know*
*and i still like kovan laksa bu yao dou ya, dun want tht green laksa leaf, dun want chili, JIA HUM*
*and erm, watching u eat bak chor mee and looking like u just came out of the shower with hair wet with sweat* evil grins
HAHAHAHAHA.
on a sidenote, i realise im quite a control freak.
and i shld b glad. my relationship is such a funny thing.
Cause this life tried to keep us apart,
You keep calling me back to your heart.
Let me hear you say,
Aren’t you glad you found me,
Wrap you all around me,
Never find a love like this.
rahhhh
12:54 AM
Monday, March 10, 2008
genes and SOCIETY
i miss my ahchekfivelayeredmeatyayapapaya boyfriend.sulks.
im being loaded with tution, essays, and midterms.
sulk.
IM VERY BEHIND TIME.
sulks.
im uber sorry to vonny for pang-seh-ing her for the wed hair treatment thing.
sulks.
no time to even finish much.
sulks.
seems like im constantly busy but yet accomplishing nothing.
sulks.
boyfriend ah boyfriend. where art thou.
i need mai pian xiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
rahhhh
11:06 PM
Monday, March 03, 2008
suuuuugar.
ten bucks can buy the whole of chinatown.really. believe me.
anyways. i got an aminus for my pol sci essay! yay! i dun feel so bad bout not doing anything for the whole of recess week.
and...... i have decided to change my culture essay at the v last min. so yep, im so dead.
plus.... i DO NOT UNDERSTAND genes n society AT ALL. even after i forced myself to stay awake for one entire lecture.
i pee-dict a horrendous cap this sem.
yay.
